As a slight clarification to the verbiage published in this Dr. Suzy’s Birthday Journal: it has been a very long time since we’ve engaged in “Red Wing Sex,” —if ever— at least per the definition most readily available on Google!

So long actually that, perhaps due to past sexual related trauma, and my need to manage certain PTSD symptoms (since we pled no-contest to Lewd Acts, and dealt with the public infamy and shame that went along with our very public “sex-scandal”), I don’t actually recall a single moment of pleasure around it—though BeLive says he vaguely remembers having my menstrual blood on his face after cunnilingus, he hasn’t been able to recall any details that aroused me sensually.

Truthfully, he gave me so much cunnilingus in the first few years we were together that I came to find it repulsive and annoying, partly because, (despite his father being a dentist, with a successful dental practice, for his entire time living with his father until he was 18), his dental hygiene was horrible, and he often “ate me out” —as I called it then, as if he cared mostly for checking off the box of giving me an orgasm before ejactulating, because as of yet, he has been incapable of controlling his ejaculation!

Over the past 10 years this has led to much trauma: medical abortions—one surgical, two through planned parenthood— the use of the morning after pill, and other abortions using herbs and foods.

Thankfully these experiences enhanced our blessed need for therapy and communion with Dr. Susan Block and her beloved husband, self-exiled Prince Maximilian Lubkowitcz!

The story we attempted to squeeze in, (while call-in guests for this Dr. Susan Block Birthday show), perhaps a bit argumentatively, (and for that we must apologize and clarify the reason for our excitement), was when, in 2013, I collected my menstrual blood and offered it to #BeLiveLight from a #DivaCup—which coincidentally was the same small internal chalice I wore during the VICE Bonoboville reunion show to collect my womb blood!

The story from 2013—before all the abortions—was when BeLiveLight and I shared at a hotel suite for my step-grandmother Alice’s 100th birthday party (as esteemed Seventh-Day Adventist Christian matriarch), with my father, Marv Watts, his wife at the time, Alyce, and my sister Aleila Bree Watts, who was an infant.

The family vibes had #BeLiveLight and I feeling like we wanted to do a marriage ritual, so after my family went to sleep, we researched https://goddessofsacredsex.com/2013/03/17/the-sacred-power-of-menstrual-blood/ the ancient ritual of preparing a “drink of immortality” from menstrual blood.

When BeLive and I realized that western science had also studied the presence of “stem cells” within menstrual blood—that give it the power to activate cells and endocrine function—I decided to offer BeLiveLight the contents of my Diva cup.

He told me later that he had considered doing the same ritual in 2022 during the VICE filming, but I hadn’t been able to control myself at the time and embrace the regenerative powers of organic plant-based nutrition, so my blood wasn’t exactly attractive to his body, as much as for watering the red roses in a vase from the garden at Villa Bonobo!

During the same visit we had also brought a Jackfruit tree sprout that we had germinated with womb blood and semen while in Georgia, that we were planning to give to Chime & #FluteMasterJacob—since his birth name is Jack (and he loves super fruits) — but we became so relaxed thanks to the show, and afterwards, —after ingesting copious amounts of Mary’s MCT coconut oil-based Cannabis Tincture—that we fell asleep before Jacob accidentally spilled the vase with my menstrual blood in it on Dr.Suzy’s grand piano, and was asked to leave for the evening.

We only remembered the Jackfruit sprout at Bonoboville as we boarded our flight back to Marv’s house in Georgia.

Thankfully we were able to message one of our fellow bonobos, Anna Quintana, on Facebook, who said she would “take care,” —we hoped, of it, for future Bonobos— especially since we’d been basically homeless, and traveled afterward in our car, and had no other place to plant it where it could be consistently cared for!

Some say it’s an aphrodisiac fruit, and “ScienceDirect.Com” states:

“The phytonutrients found in jackfruit…can prevent the formation of cancer cells in the body, lower blood pressure, fight against stomach ulcers, and can slow down the degeneration of cells [making] the skin look young and vital. Jackfruit also contains niacin, known as vitamin B3 and necessary for energy metabolism, nerve function, and the synthesis of certain hormones.”
https://www.sciencedirect.com/topics/agricultural-and-biological-sciences/jackfruits

Though BeLiveLight weren’t able to share and clarify more details on the recent Call-in show focused on celebrating Dr. Suzy, we were thoroughly delighted to share as much as we did, and truly all of this is a testimonial to the therapy, love, and wisdom we’ve received as a result of knowing Susan, Max, Abe, Harry, Mar, Anna, Miguel, Adriana, and so many other beautiful beloved souls with the Dr. susan Block Institute for the Erotic Arts and Sciences.

I’m really sad I missed it…